Part 1
So im still waiting for a bed, been listening to lots of podcasts. About ADHD, Autism, self harm and suicidal ideation feeling less alone in all this. Girls are at a higher risk of these cooccuring issues.
I'm really interested in unpicking the connections and working on myself and how I can help myself to stop my own issues and actions.
Ive looked into local therapists that specialise in all of the above plus grief today and made contact. With the thought if the NHS wont help me i need to make changes to help myself im gonna need to help myself.
Im still not sure how work might look in the future, as i cant see me fitting in a neurotypical world. Its hard enough to make small talk, read facial expressions and interpret tone of voice. Let alone deal with sensory overload and emotional disregulation. But maybe thats just running too many steps ahead of myself.
Part 2
I have a bed waiting well a recliner, just waiting for transport. Dunno how i used to mask as being so patient in the past i have no patience right now just wanna get out of this sensory overloaded hell.
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