Reflection

Reflection of the last week...

Things i need to work on :-

Letting things go

Putting up boundaries

Taking time for me

So im still really overthinking things, today i put up a post about my uncle only for my cousin to correct me. I promptly edited my post, but got paranoid it will look like i was jumping on someone else pity wagon. But the truth is i fell asleep crying myself on my uncles jumper lastnight.

So ive had my friend over the last few days its been lovely but exhausted sometimes socialising is such hard work when you just wanna curl up in a quiet room by yourself and desensitize from everything and everyone. And it so hard when the goal posts keep changing for when im gonna have some space and im so crap at saying how i feel when im close to someone and i care about them.

I think i need learn to take time for me and how to ask for it especially rather than going from burn out to more burn out this really isnt the life i want for myself.