Part 1
So far been shopping just got back. Opened my parents card and to be honest i feel...
There's too much pressure when people give presents I'm a weird one I think I find it hard to fake it but I guess I'm kinda set in my ways and if I don't like something I don't like it. I appreciate the thought but feel like people close to me should know me better is that weird. Maybe I'm just being sensitive but I'm grateful they came through my door and not in my hand in front of my mum. Yes I have a pandora bracelet but all my charms on it are Alice in wonderland themed for one so putting a random d on it feels wrong and an autism heart with puzzle pieces just makes me squirm like I'm not broken maybe a little eccentric weird working on myself but I just don't relate to it like I respect you if you do but I relate more to the multicoloured infinity sign. Sorry to rant but does anyone else get anxiety about gifts I guess I'm weird cos I don't mind giving them cos I've been told I get to know people well before stepping into that domain.
Part 2
So i had a really lovely night with my best mate last night. Though im not as young as i used to be i admit i had a few too many shots and malibu but it was a laugh. My friend got me a 2xs nightshirt which was smaller than her and im a 2xl. It was hilarious after a bottle of cherry sourz she insisted i try it on and it just fitted my forearms lol. We went for a walked to the park and she climb some bouldered got stuck and needed help getting back down. We went on the swings chatted loads, i admittedly was a bit all over the place and felt really sick when we got back. We got pizza and she gave me water and i was fine til 12 am when i woke with a pounder had two bottles of water. Was up again at 6 listened to a two hour podcast till my friend got up.
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