Nothing worse than having a day like today - well yesterday technically now and feeling like noone wants to help you in the NHS I know they are short staffed, overworked and underpaid. But then to have to go into A & E to be sent to try the urgent treatment centre only to be turfed out and back to Triage because and I quote "they didn't want to deal with you".
I found myself sat in the corridor in floods of tears with all that was going on in my head. Nobody wants to help me, I'm just one big problem to everybody, I shouldn't be here, I should do them all a favour and just leave, I dunno why I'm even trying anymore!
The only people in my life who try and help are my friends and people from the recovery cafe and right now I even feel sorry for them knowing me, because at the end of the day I'm fighting a losing battle.
Anyway so I followed my gut and got up to walk out I got to the door and the person on triage called me he sat me in a room and promptly stitched me up ready for home, I'm grateful that one person cared enough to stop and help me.
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