So it's been a rocky Christmas and new year and there after. Starting to wonder what I'm fighting for I put my foot in it or mess things...

Ever since i first saw your smile I knew i could trust from a mile But since youve been gone Im not sure where i belong You was so young...

So if anyones reading this youll have notice theres been radio silence for days now. Im burnt out the weeks been chaotic. I felt betrayed...

Havent posted the last few days, yesterday was a day of period pain and just watching tv. The day before i saw my new care coordinator...

Word of the day anhedonia when you dont experience joy or happiness i relate to this a lot. Had a phone call from the nutritionist this...

Yesterday was a fairly busy day it was a fairly busy day with neuro diversity day at the recovery cafe, we made slime had a quiz and...

Yesterday Rude awakening this morning, was woken up by my friend coming in the flat. She needed to changed to her clothes and thought...

So today has kinda mixed feelings, today was my last post autism support group im sad i wont have that support anymore and theres a...

Manic monday! So it has really been a manic monday i got up this morning adamant i was going out. I had to get my meds so i went straight...

So i dont really know what im feeling today other than exhausted still. Im getting frustrated with myself i cant just pull myself out of...

Today i was up early so went out early into the local town, to deliver a fleece a friend had me order, met up with my mum and order a...

Yesterday took so much out of me, i dont think id realised how much. I slept all night then slept most of today ive been trying to stay...

Ok so i didnt post yesterday, been a bit all over the place to be honest. I had a stressful morning as things didnt go as i'd planned but...

So im autistic i get things arent this traumatic for everyone. But when one person messes with everything it throws my world upside down....

Well my morning was completely pointless today as i turned up to CNS for appointment only to find it was never confirmed. So wasted my...

Days going so quickly well i did fall asleep whilst watching a film. Finally got my stitches out this morning yay to me. Watched Damsel...

Feels like the day from hell. A journey that would normally take me 1 hr took me 3 hrs 6 buses instead of one bus. 2 bus drivers drove...

So i didnt get up til 9:30 then finally got my act together today, i posted my update of rent to housing benefit today which ive been...

So i cancelled an appointment for the first time in my life today. I did it via text to my new care coordinator, then persisted to worry...

Sometimes i dont think i think things through....the mental impact or toll my plans for a day talks on my mental health. In summary im...